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Para que llegue a más gente y para aclarar cuál es el tema del blog o sea de un vlog. Bueno, trato de la salud pública. Yo pudiese decir q por no haber mudado para estar más cerca del centro de neurología de Stanford no estaría jodido y condenado de sufrir aquí. Mudé a otro estado en donde se ubica Stanford. “Los q mandan” me dijeron q mis dos neurólogos tendrían q firmar un ‘waiver’ y eso es de explicar q soy paciente de ellos y los por qués.

Mientras tanto la mujer q me estuvo alquilando una habitación se le echo encima de mi Lili LEJIA. Por todo el cuarto y destruyó todas mis pertenencias.

La policía no hizo nada aparte de de darme un saco de dormir. Tuve q utilizar el cuarto de baño del ofice de un motel para quitar la lejía. Los vapores son tóxicos…. fatalmente. Se quema la piel por su acción de oxidación.

El día siguiente fuimos a Stanford. Dormimos en una parada del autobús.

Mi plan de salud me dijo q no hubiera la posibilidad de seguir con Stanford. Me dijo la mujer ‘responsable’ q no había remedio

. El social seguridad me dijo ‘mudate’.

Es preciso saber q no existe la salud pública en los EE.UU. tener un médico o de recibir cualquier tratamiento no aparece en la Constitución. No es un derecho.

Llevamos más de un año de sobrevivencia. Me cuerpo y me mí mente me dicen q hago lo imposible. No rindo. Pero joder, yo y el gato los dos estamos hasta los huevos. Mayo..mayo la península. La SNS … escombros?

Tengo q poder llegar. Eso es, debo de sobrevivir sin ayuda para 3 meses más. Me chingas?


Capitulo 2

It was only in the mid 40’s but the GoreTex jacket and pants were cold with just thin clothes on. I migrated to a bench in front of the Neuroscience Center. At close to Dawn I used the bread and peanut butter I bought with the $30 ‘you got fucked’ voucher the county gave me. I had a 12” Buck knife I used to make the sandwich. The cops said it was good I did not leave it in the house prior to the lock-out.

Security swooped upon me and I’m not American. I had the delightful company of a very nice guard during the rest of my time on campus. A puny knife like that is rather worthless here. People have machetes.

I returned to my private hell after 2 days in SF. I was let out of the medical transport into a supermarket parking lot. I asked the manager if I could sit at the far end and stay awake. I was not tattered and between my $380 rain pants, $550 jacket….I did not come looking for the free buffet. I came for medical care.

The town,so very empty feeling. My family 6,000 miles away. All that which would have made outdoor survival much easier (Clothes!) now gone.

To boot, sit for more than 10 min and the police make you move. Pedometers set?

And what did I glean from 2 visits to the doctors. Very professional. An MRI was ordered in 2017 by a Stanford Neurologist. I am not covered to go. It relates to where I live and privatized medicine or the silent killer.

El Gato

21 y es un gato exotico. Nadie le va a cuidar. Intenté buscar alguien. Se le quitó el ojo de un Pitbull. No está vivo. Es algo capaz de matar un niño. No tengo ningún razón de mentir. Me mordió ya tengo infección. No era nada. Es el ambiente. Tenemos Staph en la piel y el cabello.


Capitulo 1

I have thought long and hard about how to address this issue, as the timeline is ‘statistically dense’ . I fought the state of Nevada to obtain permission to see a contracted healthcare provider in the state of California , Stanford Neuroscience. I studied law from a bed, sick. When i finally obtained permission by strong arming the state ,my second visit hit the bureaucratic stall. physiological testing was delayed by the bureaucracy in Nevada. i decided to move to california and before moving from the next door state i inquired as to the availability of healthcare and whether or not i would get linearity of care. A gap in my Ophthalmology related care left me blind from a treatable illness i.e. glaucoma. Yes, some assholes are responsible. I just needed drops or surgery for the ducts. I was told by Stanford that some simple waivers would have to be signed by the doctors at stanford and then there will be no difficulty whatsoever upon arrival in California with continued care.

before the county enrolled me in managed care i had the opportunity to visit stanford on two occasions back-to-back as a matter fact. last november after having moved to northern california in september. at the exact same time that i had to go down to stanford i was locked out of my rental .

One hour later on a dark and rainy night I returned home with no way in and my cat Lili trapped inside. For the second time that day I called the cops. First officer’s attempts to get in…no good then we encounter Lili in a room drenched with bleach from wall to wall the cat completely enclosed and dripping all of my belongings me the polyester were destroyed. the police told me felony after felony had been committed.,but at the end they tossed me a sleeping bag and told me to hose down the cat in the front yard!!! One does not hose down a terrorized animal. Any animal in the midst of a torrential downpour. i didn’t know what to do headed west towards the Pacific. I had to wash Lili quickly. I came upon a motel 6 and was very hesitant about asking for aid, but to my surprise the manager on duty was most obliging. I rinsed and dried Lili then decontaminated the bathroom. We left the Motel 6 and thanked and the man who was to be our only support system,and moved on up the street, and found cover under an overhanging roof where we bed down upon the asfault . Lili and i were now homeless.The next morning we were picked-up and taken down to Stanford neuroscience and that evening after the first appointment we slept on a bus bench outside of the emergency room with only a thin shirt on and then temperature dropping until low 40s i could not stop from shivering and the cat was all curled up and cold as well.i could provide no warmth for the cat but had her stuffed under the useless sleeping bag the cops unloaded on us. The bench was made to prevent sleeping.

when i met what is called adult protective services the name should be a self explanatory i was told it i did not even really qualify because i was not a senior .That was lie ( need use log function to count)here is the kicker i was told by one of the lead workers at social services that i was owed nothing it wasn’t the plan for me to discussion of the purpose of government or if nobody’s owed anything by government or government is not to come to assistance of the people then what is the purpose of having involvement in the first place except just to defend with the the borders. Or pay social service functionaries for mental masturbation for if the gov owes nobody ( kinda no gov/ right wing) then why the social service job? are they building the F-35? The case was never prosecuted and social services unofficially placed me in a drug house. Selling and using…good environment for a trauma sufferer.There is a homeless shelter in this great city and a weather shelter. The same outfit runs both. Lili and i are not even eligible for the extreme weather shelter because we are not from mendocino county california and this is kind of moot anyway because the rules appear to have changed such that cats are not acceptable anywhere but even if i did not have Lili I would not be allowed into the weather shelter because i am a foreigner to the county you know it’s fascism 101 we do want to give anything to anybody from outside food assistance. I have been told so many times that I’m not from here I feel unwelcome, but let us consider this an isolated place and the people inbred and dumb. I am not taking a pot shot, but in the end the reader can decide. I do intend to offend, and to name names. I will offer a first step but facile solution. It is a matter of life and liberty. My life is in danger and my liberty taken. I should not be alive but for the will of God.

Recently a report was released by the Robert Marbut group a firm run by a criminologist using as a Neuroscience expert psychologist. Communities hire him to eradicate the homeless. The town listens knowing the answer anyway.form by Marbut has no leg to stand on except his followers or rather those that hire him are bigoted fucks. Marbut, who has a degree in a subject that has nothing to do with the report on homlessness for his degree is Criminology. .he is not an scientist or statistician.but a polisci guy hired by the city of fort bragg to evaluate the homeless in the situation ie exlain how to rid the town of vermin. The problem is the whole town would kill Aquinas ten times over. I refer to the sin. Child molesters, abusive ____, loaded with methamphetamine, cannabis, and Heroin users that buy their shit with government checks due to mental illness. Seedy drug infested town where the level of education is computer by me to equal my kid at seven.

What happened to the cat and I? Obviously the prosecutor said no evidence? I guess I’m not homeless?

I’m disabled. Yet, I have survived over a year. No shelter. No nada.

Ich bin ein Ausländer. No crematoriums yet